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I Could Use Someone Like You

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Jul. 4th, 2008 | 02:08 am

So it is two in the morning, and my entire family is waking up and about to start loading all of our luggage into my dads truck so that we can go to Oklahoma for the fourth of July. Don't get me wrong, I am ecstatic for our celebration, seeing as we bought five hundred dollars worth of fireworks to shoot off all in one night, and I love my family and Oklahoma, but I think my dad is insane for insisting to leave by three o'clock. Which is why I decided to stay awake until we leave. And I hate staying up like this, having no one to talk to, because I end up thinking about relationships, and how I hate them, but would not mind one right now. And I can not get one man off my mind: Colin. He is my best friend, and we had a little thing that had a very short life, and decided that being friends was just better. But recently I realized that he is the kind of person that I want to be with. I want everything that he is, but not HIM; if that makes any sense at all. I wish I could create my own man, with the brains of Will, humor of Colin, and wit of Nick. I would be in love.

Damn you for being perfect in every little way, damn you for saying all the right things, because friends is all that we can ever be. - Or is it?

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