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Saying Goodbye

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Jun. 8th, 2008 | 07:12 pm

I find saying Goodbye the hardest thing one can face; this is really bad since I am leaving for college soon and will have to say Goodbye to everyone that I ever grew close to. But this morning, Geoff met me for lunch before he had to head back to College Station. I hate him for leaving me here in Dallas, especially when we are just now finding feelings for eachother. It sucked having to say Goodbye for the second time. I wanted to hold onto him instead of driving away, and I should have made a move before he left. However, I realized it is  better that nothing big happened between us because that would have only defined these uncertain feelings. And if I knew that we both feel the same way, and I couldn't have it, it would only make things ten times worse and I would not be able to emotionally handle that.

Is it ever really better to leave things undefined and keep that spark in your stomach with that someone, or should we just go ahead and throw a label on everything good?

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from: x_modernromance
date: Jun. 22nd, 2008 06:56 pm (UTC)
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leave things undefined
its more exciting and it usually doesn't end badly because you don't act on anything but there is still something going on

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