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Jun. 10th, 2008 | 03:46 am

I was sitting down in bed, having a drink and talking to my two best friends via the internet. But as we were recapping certain times, I realized that I am leaving everythig that I have ever known behind in a few weeks. And as much as I look forward to complete freedom, I cannot help but cry. It kills me inside to know that I may never be as close to Ashleigh and Brandi as I am this summer. Furthermore, I may loose touch with every friend: Sam, Geoff, Austin, Brandon, Nathan, Alex, Colin, everyone... I do not want to say goodbye, let alone have to make new friends. It will be easy meeting new people, but I do not want to replace the ones that I love. I do not want to move on, and it is so hard. I know I will bug Brandi and Ashleigh to come visit me, calling them just to see what's new. But all of my past loves and current crushes may all fade and be replaced by new ones. And I am happy with where I am now; this is awful.

Please help me find the strength to meet new people but still keep those whom I love lose to my heart. Why does it have to be this soon? 

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from: bxlmod
date: Jun. 14th, 2008 03:45 am (UTC)

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from: dominiquemoon
date: Jun. 17th, 2008 02:55 am (UTC)

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from: x_modernromance
date: Jun. 22nd, 2008 06:55 pm (UTC)

so i just remembered that you got this thing and now i just read all three of your entries!
i know exactly how you feel and i am freaking out even more since i am going to be in callifornia.
i pray that we all come back for christmas break the same people that we were when we left.
and i don't want our crushes to be replaced since all of them just got started! :(
but i realized this week at orientation you may spot new cwushee/wuv which is exciting, right??!?!

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